Here is a quick life update.
So, I relapsed. I texted my ex. Needless to say, that was a big mistake.
He told me that he cheated on me with “tons of his female friends that needed to have sex with any guy after a breakup.” Then, he told me to leave him alone.
I’m an idiot. I feel so stupid. So used. So betrayed. So worthless. So disgusting.
This literally send me into a binge and purge session and some major cutting.
I texted some friends but (not suprisingly) no one want to text me back.
I don’t have much to say loves. The less I say….somehow the better you understand.
I’m extremely depressed. Never felt this kind of pain before; never in my life.
I just want it all to end. I want the pain to go away. I want my life to end.
Goodnight loves and please take care as I love you all so much,